Thursday, August 20 @ 10:42 PM
#175
When I want to share your burdens, you ask me to go away. When I want to comfort you, you ask me to leave you alone. When I want to be there for you, you say there's no need to. Guess I was being too helpful, maybe I should just mind my own business. Be a selfish individual, there's no need to spare a thought for others at all. Putting myself before others is just not my style. Most of the time, I would rather suffer alone than to put my burdens on others.
As long as the opposing party is happy, I would be happy. But why am I doing all this in the first place? I should just do the opposite and put myself before others. It does not pay to be kind. I won't blame anyone but myself, I fail as a friend. I fail to make you happy. I fail to be there when your unhappy. I fail at everything.
Anyway it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter anymore. I'm sick and tired of navigating through this never ending maze.
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I'm someone who is shy, especially towards girls because all my life I've been studying in a all boys school. I only have a brother and almost all of my cousins are guys too, so I can't help it (: However, I really open up when I know my friends well enough, we'll do things together, have fun together and maybe even study together? haha
